I do not sit with enemies

It maybe my weakness or something. But forgiving in a way seems troublesome when you feel like that person you wana forgive, should not be forgiven. Christian teachings tells us love and forgiveness is the basis of our belief. Day by day, i see more of these unconditional love deteriorating. Ego eats em up. These people im talking about, to me, they're not worth forgiving. Fucked up hypocrites. i dont deserve to be among them. These people have given false hope, sadness, depression to those i love.. especially my pretty pretty. i hate them. i cant bear to have the thought of shaking hands even with these people. They're hands are just too filthy.

You might say that if i do this, how far different am i from them. Well, at least i love and respect those who deserve love and respect and everything good that fullfillls a persons life....and those hypocrites dont. Get my point? Obviously i'm doing an extra good compared to them. We're not equal.

I just wish there's something like a panic button where once i see these kinda people i can just shut them off and make them disappear. Or maybe make them dissappear whenever they would try to get so egoistic and hurt those i love. i dont and will never wish these people pleasent life.

I dont care whether they're old or any of that crap. The old ways doesnt really apply here. "Tulah" is the term used when moral studies have not yet existed during that time. So now, thereis religion and school education that can bring forth a person with good moral ethics. I doubt it that you should believe "....dont do that. The elders might be angry or displease later..." Fuck this common phrase. Every man knows what needs to be done and the things he must not do.

In this new age we're living in, we should try our very best to keep our traditions and culture. But then again, to some extent, we shouldn't make it a burden where we are troubled and confused between our right and wrongs... fuck u mean fucked up people. i wish you hell...